One Infertility Thing

I remember those days when it all seemed like it was spinning out of control.

This shot.

That ultrasound appointment.

This dose change.

That trigger shot.

This sample.

That retrieval.

The movie City Slickers for whatever reason would pop up into my head.

Curly told Billy Crystal’s character that all you have to do in one life is one thing.

The trick is figuring out what that one thing should be at this moment.

Focus on it one thing at a time.

I still have trouble staying in a moment.

As soon as I focus on one thing though, I can hear myself breathe.

Once that one thing has passed, I move on to the next one thing.

Time slows down.

My brain calms.

One infertility thing, is really all any of us can do at one time.

 

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